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Long time no update, yeah? Yeah.

I really don't see the reason to keep this updated, no one ever comments on my stuff so I don't even know if anyone else is reading what I write, and if they are they obviously don't care enough to say anything. It's just like Facebook, all I get is likes, no one actually talks to me. It makes me feel invisible and insignificant, and I don't like it.

So life.

Life sucks. If I didn't have a family that I love very much and care too much about to put them through such an ordeal, I wouldn't bother with trying to do life. It seems so difficult, trying to live and be happy when everything is against you.

Things were going great for awhile, our jobs were pretty great; the pay was excellent, the hours weren't bad at all, and being able to be done with work around 1pm despite being up at 3am was good too. The work wasn't difficult either, unless the stuff was glass or frozen stuff (Read: I HATED doing either of those) but being able to just go in a store, get your plan-o-gram and get to work without anyone hovering over you and working till you were done was nice, the time flew by so long as we were working. When we ran out of stuff to do was when it sucked, because having to wait for EVERYONE to get done was so boring, and I hated rotating product (That should be the Publix employees jobs, not ours)

Of course the good things can't ever last for us. Both myself and my Mom got really sick at the same time, I got tonsillitis (WHICH SUCKED) and she ended up with Strep Throat since she doesn't have tonsils anymore. We were both out of commission for a week, we didn't want to be but we had no choice.
We went back to work the following week, and then the next week we didn't get to work. And the next. And the next. One of the guys that had been out had come back and now there was no space for us, or any hours for us to use. It's been more than a month since we've gotten to work and it's awful.

I was going to purchase this awesome shed, a larger version of the shed my grandmother had that I had wanted forever, and was on my way to getting it when we more or less lost our jobs. I'm still very upset about it.

Once again it's back to job hunting, and it's murder on the heart and soul. I got another interview for Build-A-Bear, went to it, and again was rejected. Apparently I wasn't a 'good fit' for the store since I spoke negatively of my previous employers. SHE FREAKING ASKED ME TO TELL HER ABOUT A BAD TIME AT A PREVIOUS JOB! What was I supposed to do? Lie? Does honesty mean nothing anymore? Is the world supposed to be comprised of fake people who consistently lie to your face about everything? I'm not a liar, I don't ever try to be something I'm not, I don't act like I'm better than anyone at anything and don't pretend like I know everything ABOUT anything. I'm just me. That's it, is that so bad?

I still miss SeaWorld. It felt great working there, and no one I worked with seemed fake save for our head supervisor, but supervisors/bosses/managers always seem fake to me. I miss my job, my money and my perks, but I'm actually kind of glad I'm not working there right now; the temperature has not been under 90 for the entire month, climbing up to 100 and higher. The only time it cools down is when it storms, which isn't all that nice either. I'll probably try again for SeaWorld near the middle or end of August, if I can get in for Christmas that would be fantastic. OF COURSE, knowing MY luck, I'll be unemployed for Christmas AGAIN.

I always get depressed when I don't have a job, because when I'm filling out applications and getting few interviews, and then getting nowhere after, it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me. I'm not super pretty, I'm chubby, my teeth aren't that nice looking (well....they're a lot better now than they were a few weeks ago) and I always have this nasty feeling in the back of my mind that people here only hire others based more on looks, because I see a lot of 'nice' looking people working, or even really pretty ones (Like at Built-A-Bear....) and it makes me feel even worse. I am worth more than my looks, and I try very very hard to not judge others on theirs (Even if we're all constantly programmed to do so) I've been trying a lot harder to wipe those kinds of thoughts out of my mind. It's not easy, but trying is better than nothing.

Speaking of, I'm back to trying to do more art again. I have a working tablet, a new computer (My old red one kicked the proverbial bucket T_T ) so my (AWESOME) daddy got me a new one (Well, not a NEW new one, it's from a pawn shop) and it's really really nice and I love it and her name is Willow. :D I have FireAlpaca (and the free version of Autodesk Sketchbook and will probably be getting the trial of SAI again soon) as my main art program now, and I'm slowly (LIKE A SNAIL) learning all its intricacies. 

I am going to be doing the Draw Them All challenge, but it's not going to be the main thing I work on, just something I'll do here and there. I probably won't even do them in order for long, or one at a time. I want to experiment with art styles and tools, so things might get weird and messy as I learn.

I still plan on having a YouTube channel, I've actually already made it but have yet to upload anything. I really wanted to get my shed, furnish it, and do my recordings from there, but that's not happening. I'd like to have it up and running by November, but with how stuff gets stupid around here I'm not betting on it.
No you still don't get to know the name, because I intend to change my name here to the same thing, so I need to make sure no one steals it...because I'm paranoid shush.

I don't intend to write a lot of journals, maybe update it once a month if I have anything interesting to talk about, but without comments or anything that shows anyone's reading, why bother? I don't want to be that person but if you're trying to have a conversation and no one's paying attention to you, wouldn't you just stop talking? Thought so.

Till next time.
  • Listening to: Nothing More, Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch..
  • Reading: Harpy Gee, The MistMantle Chronicles, Art Books
  • Watching: Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, speed draws
  • Playing: Pokemon Go
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Pibb Xtra

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HyperSonicFire15
Jennie
United States
The personality that will represent myself in future pictures where I deem it necessary that I be a part of it.

Everything stated above is now 100% honest and true, since I finally bought those fuzzy purple-and-green socks. (and blue-iceblue-white ones too!)

-Jennie

Current Residence: The Sunshine State....(blargh)
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium in mens
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Heavy Metal (not screamo), Power Metal and Trance
Favourite photographer: Myself ;)
MP3 player of choice: Sansa
Wallpaper of choice: Something to do with the current Holiday.
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic the Hedgehog, Knuckles the Echidna, InuYasha, and Danny Phantom
Personal Quote: That would be really fun if it weren't life threatening.
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ATG Day One: Night Owl by HyperSonicFire15
ATG Day One: Night Owl
Artist Training Ground IV has started over on Equestria Daily, so I figured why not?
Prompt for today was simple: Draw a Pony standing or chilling.
I'll be honest; I'm not really good with hair or pony legs, but I don't think I did that bad considering I didn't use any references for this, I will for future ATG prompts though.

So this is my 'ponysona', Night Owl. Or at least my first pass at a design. I've always had her name chosen, since I don't feel like I can honestly lay claim to any more artsy names, and this is a definite truthful thing when describing myself, I'm definitely a Night Owl. :D
I'll probably end up changing the colour scheme, I think the purple needs to be darker and I'd like to have a much better design for the mane and tail, along with possibly a second mane/tail colour as well.
Does anyone think the cutie mark is too complicated though? I tried not to overdo it but I think I still did. :K

Drawn in FireAlpaca
Time: About an hour...I think.
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic is (c) to Hasbro
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DeviantArt's Sweet Sixteen by HyperSonicFire15
DeviantArt's Sweet Sixteen
Eh, mine's not all that creative tbh. I didn't really see anything spectacular within the shapes, so I just did something simple.
I like the idea of this though, since anyone at any level can do this since it doesn't require a tablet or even a great computer to use the Paint Bucket tool.

Happy Birthday DeviantArt! Here's to 16+ more years!!!
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DTA: #002 Ivysaur by HyperSonicFire15
DTA: #002 Ivysaur
Hey look, traditional art again!
My Mom wanted to draw a Dratini, so I got my Pokemon guidebooks out for her to use as reference, and we got my sister to draw a thing too (Litwick, even though she complained about it) and I did this little bugger. I may continue to flip back and forth doing digital and traditional while doing this challenge, then again I may not because I attempted to Ctrl+Z misplaced lines more than once while doing this. >.>
I feel like that back leg should've been a little shorter and placed differently, and the toes on the foremost leg should've been spaced more and enlarged a bit.
If you notice that the markings are similar to my Bulbasaur, that was done on purpose. Or maybe I'm just lazy when it comes to markings. Who knows? :P

Tools: Simple mechanical pencil and eraser.
Time: Around an hour and a half? Forgot to time it again.
Pokemon is (c) to Nintendo and GameFreak
Art is mine, please do not repost without permission
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Draw Them All: #001 Bulbasaur by HyperSonicFire15
Draw Them All: #001 Bulbasaur
While I'm aware that the 'Draw Them All" Challenge is a huge task, I figured, why not? Drawing Pokemon is a great way to practice, and with plenty of reference pictures at my disposal it's a great way for me to learn how to draw properly. It worked for PurpleKecleon, why not me?

Things I learned doing this picture
:bulletgreen: Colored Lineart is hard
:bulletgreen: I need to do a lot of studying on shading and highlights.
:bulletgreen: I need to remember to keep track of how long each individual picture takes me.
:bulletgreen: I need to make a proper signature for my work. This one looks too much like a snowflake.
:bulletgreen: I can draw Bulbasaur pretty well without needing a reference, at least from this angle. This makes me happy.

I hope that by doing this I can improve my art skills, as well as my skills in using my tablet and art programs. I need to improve to be able to pursue the goals I want in life, and this is where it starts. (Sounds familiar, huh?)

Please please PLEASE! If you favourite, please comment too! Anything, from just two words or a critique would be most appreciated and give me much needed encouragement. Favourites are nice, Comments are the best!

Tools: Wacom Bamboo Tablet, FireAlpaca
Time: ? (I think it was about two to three hours, but can't be sure)
Pokemon is (c) to Nintendo and GameFreak
Art is mine, please do not repost without permission.</i>
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Long time no update, yeah? Yeah.

I really don't see the reason to keep this updated, no one ever comments on my stuff so I don't even know if anyone else is reading what I write, and if they are they obviously don't care enough to say anything. It's just like Facebook, all I get is likes, no one actually talks to me. It makes me feel invisible and insignificant, and I don't like it.

So life.

Life sucks. If I didn't have a family that I love very much and care too much about to put them through such an ordeal, I wouldn't bother with trying to do life. It seems so difficult, trying to live and be happy when everything is against you.

Things were going great for awhile, our jobs were pretty great; the pay was excellent, the hours weren't bad at all, and being able to be done with work around 1pm despite being up at 3am was good too. The work wasn't difficult either, unless the stuff was glass or frozen stuff (Read: I HATED doing either of those) but being able to just go in a store, get your plan-o-gram and get to work without anyone hovering over you and working till you were done was nice, the time flew by so long as we were working. When we ran out of stuff to do was when it sucked, because having to wait for EVERYONE to get done was so boring, and I hated rotating product (That should be the Publix employees jobs, not ours)

Of course the good things can't ever last for us. Both myself and my Mom got really sick at the same time, I got tonsillitis (WHICH SUCKED) and she ended up with Strep Throat since she doesn't have tonsils anymore. We were both out of commission for a week, we didn't want to be but we had no choice.
We went back to work the following week, and then the next week we didn't get to work. And the next. And the next. One of the guys that had been out had come back and now there was no space for us, or any hours for us to use. It's been more than a month since we've gotten to work and it's awful.

I was going to purchase this awesome shed, a larger version of the shed my grandmother had that I had wanted forever, and was on my way to getting it when we more or less lost our jobs. I'm still very upset about it.

Once again it's back to job hunting, and it's murder on the heart and soul. I got another interview for Build-A-Bear, went to it, and again was rejected. Apparently I wasn't a 'good fit' for the store since I spoke negatively of my previous employers. SHE FREAKING ASKED ME TO TELL HER ABOUT A BAD TIME AT A PREVIOUS JOB! What was I supposed to do? Lie? Does honesty mean nothing anymore? Is the world supposed to be comprised of fake people who consistently lie to your face about everything? I'm not a liar, I don't ever try to be something I'm not, I don't act like I'm better than anyone at anything and don't pretend like I know everything ABOUT anything. I'm just me. That's it, is that so bad?

I still miss SeaWorld. It felt great working there, and no one I worked with seemed fake save for our head supervisor, but supervisors/bosses/managers always seem fake to me. I miss my job, my money and my perks, but I'm actually kind of glad I'm not working there right now; the temperature has not been under 90 for the entire month, climbing up to 100 and higher. The only time it cools down is when it storms, which isn't all that nice either. I'll probably try again for SeaWorld near the middle or end of August, if I can get in for Christmas that would be fantastic. OF COURSE, knowing MY luck, I'll be unemployed for Christmas AGAIN.

I always get depressed when I don't have a job, because when I'm filling out applications and getting few interviews, and then getting nowhere after, it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me. I'm not super pretty, I'm chubby, my teeth aren't that nice looking (well....they're a lot better now than they were a few weeks ago) and I always have this nasty feeling in the back of my mind that people here only hire others based more on looks, because I see a lot of 'nice' looking people working, or even really pretty ones (Like at Built-A-Bear....) and it makes me feel even worse. I am worth more than my looks, and I try very very hard to not judge others on theirs (Even if we're all constantly programmed to do so) I've been trying a lot harder to wipe those kinds of thoughts out of my mind. It's not easy, but trying is better than nothing.

Speaking of, I'm back to trying to do more art again. I have a working tablet, a new computer (My old red one kicked the proverbial bucket T_T ) so my (AWESOME) daddy got me a new one (Well, not a NEW new one, it's from a pawn shop) and it's really really nice and I love it and her name is Willow. :D I have FireAlpaca (and the free version of Autodesk Sketchbook and will probably be getting the trial of SAI again soon) as my main art program now, and I'm slowly (LIKE A SNAIL) learning all its intricacies. 

I am going to be doing the Draw Them All challenge, but it's not going to be the main thing I work on, just something I'll do here and there. I probably won't even do them in order for long, or one at a time. I want to experiment with art styles and tools, so things might get weird and messy as I learn.

I still plan on having a YouTube channel, I've actually already made it but have yet to upload anything. I really wanted to get my shed, furnish it, and do my recordings from there, but that's not happening. I'd like to have it up and running by November, but with how stuff gets stupid around here I'm not betting on it.
No you still don't get to know the name, because I intend to change my name here to the same thing, so I need to make sure no one steals it...because I'm paranoid shush.

I don't intend to write a lot of journals, maybe update it once a month if I have anything interesting to talk about, but without comments or anything that shows anyone's reading, why bother? I don't want to be that person but if you're trying to have a conversation and no one's paying attention to you, wouldn't you just stop talking? Thought so.

Till next time.
  • Listening to: Nothing More, Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch..
  • Reading: Harpy Gee, The MistMantle Chronicles, Art Books
  • Watching: Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, speed draws
  • Playing: Pokemon Go
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Pibb Xtra

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jadethestone Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! It means a lot! Have a wonderful day!
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HyperSonicFire15 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2015
You're welcome, I'm loving your Nuzlocke so far! :D You as well! <3
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jadethestone Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm glad you like it so much! I'm happy to have you as a reader! :D
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RocCenere Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the watch (:
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HyperSonicFire15 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015
You're welcome!
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theblazinggecko Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your face
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HyperSonicFire15 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2015
What about it? Is this about my selfie comment? :P
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theblazinggecko Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nah, just felt like making fun of your face.  :P
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HyperSonicFire15 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2015
Schmuck, remind me to smack you when I see you next. :P :P :P
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KiRAWRa Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2015
Sorry for my lateness, but I wanted to say thank you very much for the watch! ouo ♥
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